Maybe when he wasn't feeling anything, just emptiness, he was dissociated.
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"Russia dissociated itself from consensus but did not break," she wrote.
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Which makes their subsequent cover feels all the more apathetic and dissociated.
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"The closest I can come is to say I dissociated," she said.
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Take me to your dissociated drag queen superego battle fantasia upside-down.
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I was in a mild fugue state, strangely calm, a little dissociated.
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Flierl dissociated her face from her voice, the makeup melting from her face.
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China said it "dissociated" itself from the council's decision and called for dialogue.
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I use Facetune to prevent myself from feeling dissociated from my own face.
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Neighbors dissociated themselves from the killing, giving the police little to work with.
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She is a perfectly dissociated chill girl, lanky and relaxed, with an opioid addiction.
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Alan Greenspan had dissociated the Fed from supporting the GSEs to the maximum possible extent.
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Often, she dissociated, feeling hollow and separated from herself, waiting for sex to be over.
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Questions of postpartum and the wonders of motherhood became monotonous and I felt dissociated with myself.
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Because who doesn't want a totally dissociated dog, surrounded by a burning world, in huggable form?
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My psychiatrist tells me it's called "dissociated post-traumatic stress," but that a psychological backlash is possible.
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Based on her own research, she thinks the trippy effects can be dissociated from the therapeutic ones.
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The clan of six is both close-knit and dissociated by the privacy of their individual obsessions.
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I sat silently and slightly shamefully, feeling increasingly dissociated, my short-term memory and ability to concentrate evaporating.
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During this time, the logic of migration changed as it was dissociated from the conquest of the lands.
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Watch More from VICE: Kat: I can talk about it now without being completely numbed out and dissociated.
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More Life's highlights are so tasty I only wish it were even messier, even more dissociated, even more unpredictable.
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It's unfortunate because the scientific community should be more engaged rather than being largely dissociated from studying the phenomenon.
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Second, they look at the process by which the demand becomes dissociated from the actors and enters mainstream dialogue.
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Her scenes are collages of dissociated sounds and decentered images, and her approach to narrative is oblique and subjective.
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A high dose can put you in a "K-hole," where you're temporarily paralyzed and dissociated from your body.
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When I first saw football players on my television screen, my mind instinctively dissociated from my body for a moment.
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Myanmar's ambassador Htin Lynn said his government "dissociated" itself from the text and denounced what he called "politicisation and partiality".
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I listened to Flying Lotus in the dark, dissociated a little, and proceeded to walk myself back to the subway.
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Anyone can become dissociated to the point where they are not seeing what is happening in front of their eyes.
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The problem, he said, was that people had become too dissociated from the circumstances and conditions of their immediate surroundings.
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There's still some material accessible by Facebook after your info is terminated, but it says it's dissociated from personal identifiers.
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Why else would you want to eat a still breathing cow except to show off how "cool and dissociated" you are?
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Some walk around naked, like a dissociated witch, several centuries out of Rome, trying to find her coven in the pantry.
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Without the unified sense of self that attachment and stability brings, dissociated identities can make someone's personality appear to swing wildly.
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I was so anxious that I practically dissociated from my body, circling it like a soul in a near-death experience.
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How do games find humanity when a significant portion of the talent driving it are reading dissociated lines on a page?
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After having sexual intercourse, he masturbated...I believe I dissociated during the time he was having sex with me...I played dead.
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Here, the narrator's dissociated voice is more suited to her horror at the corpses in the streets, the blood in the fountains.
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But fast forward 22 years after the first incident, and I found myself stuck in that dissociated state for an entire summer.
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When I was drinking, I dissociated from myself, I behaved like a pathetic jackass, and I had nothing to be proud of.
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He inhaled progressively larger quantities of the gas, and with increasing frequency, to see what happened when he became more and more dissociated.
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I know that not everyone is as introverted, dissociated, or locked into the bittersweet grip of an epic fantasy life as I am.
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Politically, the question of whether China manipulates its currency is often dissociated from any actual behavior on the part of the Chinese government.
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Mirroring Angel's dissociated gaze, Ms. Spiro's camera sometimes wanders from her characters to fixate nakedly on families at rest or children at play.
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My body didn't feel like my own, and I dissociated to the point where it seemed as if my soul separated from my body.
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Nor do we want a cadre of judges, prosecutors and legislators who are pathologically dissociated from society, from other human beings, and from themselves.
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"If everyone's living a bit more virtually now," Hunter asks, "does that mean that all of life is becoming a bit more dissociated from reality?"
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Did Anna fall for D.J. or for some dissociated aspect of herself: her sense of empathy, her good intentions, her need to be a savior?
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The purpose of mindfulness is not to make you dissociated, she argues, and our over-focus on one type could be what's leading to complications.
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I remember lying there paralyzed, completely dissociated from my body, hearing my own voice far away repeating don't, don't until he'd slink off of me.
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It was just -- I was -- I mean, now we know all the terms, like, I was dissociated, PTSD, and dissociative identity disorder, all of that.
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Mr. Kumar told the court on Friday that he did not know the identity of all those shouting the slogans, and dissociated himself from their views.
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This experience seems to be clinical description of the slang term, a K-hole, where the user is dissociated from themselves and the space-time continuum.
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The dissociated girl of Fleabag might be the cool girl or chill girl's cousin, the same way the desperate girl of Girls might be the hysteric's.
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Unable to process what was happening, the child, usually a girl, dissociated, or split her consciousness off from her experience, and observed herself from a distance.
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And that, ultimately, is why Trump's horrifying words can't be dissociated from his deeds: They're united by his deep scorn for the normal functioning of American democracy.
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It suggests that the key to success for radicals is to consciously find avenues through which their ideas can be dissociated from them and enter the mainstream.
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"I was 6 years-old when it first happened," Carey recalled through tears, adding that he begged her to stop before he mentally dissociated during the assaults.
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The patient's statements and behavior simply don't add up, and the flurry of dissociated statements and actions can quickly begin to produce something like a disorienting fog.
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She was the subject of a piece from his sewn photograph series; the dissociated composition shows the top half of her face covered by a photorealistic mask.
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Also inhabiting this muddled world of semi-human and semi-host is Bernard, whose brain (aka control unit) is damaged, causing him to become dissociated and increasingly robotic.
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It's entirely likely that Jones was looking to the side for non-political reasons, and Mike Pence just happened to look like the dissociated potato he always does.
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And when he's captured and held by the government, he becomes even more dissociated from his intentions, falling into a sybaritic haze of alcohol, sex, and self-absorption.
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He reiterated that, for him, cooking is "a universe that can't be dissociated from the responsibility of feeding the planet and from the need to respect natural resources."
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Jessica has all-but dissociated from everything with Kilgrave, and she's essentially in denial of her newfound fame and duty since The Defenders (let alone all those supernatural shenanigans).
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In the art world, people intentionally explore facets of the artist in the work, so whether you choose to be attached or dissociated, you must remain honest and transparent.
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Update: In the wake of negative backlash from Ronald Reagan's family, Will Ferrell has dissociated himself from Reagan, the film project in which he was reportedly attached to star.
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I did not participate in any but the most dissociated and watered-down versions of Jewish rituals; I did not go to Jewish summer camp; I have never been to Israel.
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When I saw the infamous Harvey Weinstein, a man who more than 24673 women have accused of sexual assault, in that space — a space that I thought was safe — I dissociated.
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"We dissociated ourselves from the decision because we found that it was less than constructive," said National Security Adviser Thaung Tun, speaking to U.N. officials and diplomats, including U.S. Ambassador Scot Marciel.
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His head on its still-narrow neck came out of the top, so that it looked almost dissociated from the mass beneath it; his face, though older, was more or less unchanged.
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This can make us, for example, push our children into independence out of our own dissociated fears of vulnerability, rather than from any reality of the child's readiness to be on his own.
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Take the show Kiss Me, Heal Me, in which an heir gobsmacked with money hires a medical student to help him kill off his seven dissociated personalities so that he can live in peace.
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When the elderly become physically and mentally dissociated and removed from family and friends, you see the results: reclusive seniors who desperately want but can't access the help they need to age with dignity.
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"Individual experiences vary, but the person may have dissociated at the time of the sexual trauma, particularly if it was one that was repeated or extended over a long period of time," Bertold said.
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Dissociated from social norms, finding their identity within a small group, radicals come to see world events as an existential struggle between Islam and the West and feel empowered to commit acts of horror.
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While Pankhurst and Paul chose it as a symbol of the "purity" of their aims at the beginning of the 20th century, it could not then and cannot now be dissociated from its racial connotations.
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"SOS Méditerranée is completely dissociated from this campaign showing a photograph taken while our teams were rescuing people in distress at sea during an operation conducted on June 9," the organization tweeted on June 19.
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For a disorder in which patients have trouble figuring out the truth about their experience of a dissociated self, the research can feel equally fragmented in its conclusions about what people are feeling and why.
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President Trump's recent executive order, "Enhancing Public Safety in the Interior of the United States," promises an era of unprecedented cruelty and, like President Trump's other plans on immigration, is dissociated from factual and legal reality.
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She added that, if an asylum seeker dissociated during her assaults, she might not remember them well, and she might also have to dissociate in order to recount them and thus appear emotionless before a judge.
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Anticipating neo-expressionism by allowing color to become dissociated from line, Twombly's self-imposed blundering here is far more elegant and earnest than Julian Schnabel's bombastic combinations of scribbled words and abstract marks would ever be.
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Now Virginia Republicans have chosen Corey Stewart as their Senate candidate, a man who has only just now dissociated himself from a pair of anti-Semites and who has practically wrapped himself in the Confederate flag.
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Perhaps in dissociated images that have only a little to do with their lyrics: New England highways in November paved with ice; candlelight and marijuana smoke; crumpled-up letters; long lonely walks in early spring; last kisses.
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The seemingly infinite and easy availability of guns helps to perpetuate a culture of violence that cannot be dissociated from the tragedies we saw take place this week, and the countless tragedies and shootings that preceded them.
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Somewhere along the way, the commitment to ending inequality and ensuring equitable wages for work became dissociated from the world of publishing and writing, where writers are seen more as hobbyists or as people who write because they can afford to.
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The house was modular, and as Paul dissociated and dreamed, its rooms came apart — reconfiguring so that some doors opened to walls, as if it were the Winchester Mystery House, or stacking on one another to create a maze of towers.
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You think about how, interestingly, these men voted for her, claim to be #wither and against him, these men live in New York, where you now live, these men are so dissociated from their own biases, so ingrained and endemic is the misogyny.
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"Had I known more at the time, and had I been able to stand off and view it — had I not been dissociated, as I put it — I would've given less time to the shows, and they would've been just fine," he said.
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Myanmar, along with neighbors China and India, dissociated itself from the March resolution brought by the European Union, which called for a mission to look into the allegations in Rakhine as well as reports of abuses in ethnic conflicts in the north of the country.
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At the height of the battle against E Corp, Elliot dissociated entirely; there are now three days he can't remember, during which time he suspects the Mr. Robot side of his personality may have murdered the missing Wellick, the fall guy for the hack.
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"As much as people would like to assume that, as Louis XIV said, 'I am the state,' there is more than one person who represents the Republican Party, and the preponderance of the party has dissociated itself from Moore," said Senator Bill Cassidy of Louisiana.
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Books of The Times Sometimes, the best approach to a book about deadly pathogens is to read it in a slightly dissociated state — it allows you to marvel at the cunning adaptability of microbial life, rather than contemplate the far creepier possibility of your own doom.
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"Stability and durable peace go together with respect for individual dignity and the rule of law, and the search for stability cannot be dissociated from the question of human rights," he said during a joint news conference with Sisi that was dominated by the subject of rights.
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Particularly in Common Sense from 1978 (reissued by Wesleyan University Press in 2016) and his 1979 masterwork, Licorice Chronicles, about which I have previously written, Greenwald weaves together his densely dissociated fragments into a personally expressive whole, often pointing to the natural world or the society in which he survives.
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The Keepers starts out with Cesnik's murder and two former students still investigating the events surrounding it, but by the second episode it shifts to the story of Jean Hargadon Wehner (the former Jane Doe), who dissociated completely from her high school trauma, but came forward once she started to remember.
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My experience was in line with Das's theory that nitrous oxide has the potential for stopping bad memories in their tracks, but there was a twist in the research: Das also found that for people who already felt dissociated by a traumatic event, nitrous oxide could actually put them in a worse situation.
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" When the length of the rope is exhausted, Houdini finds himself trapped in a secret cavern below the Sphinx, where strange creatures perform a ceremony to ancient gods, evoking "a terror peculiarly dissociated from personal fear, and taking the form of a sort of objective pity for our planet, that it should hold within its depths such horrors.
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In 2012–13, Shechet had residencies in the Meissen manufactory, during and after which she made three-dimensional porcelain collages by splicing together scavenged factory molds, semi-functional fragments and dissociated wholes: In "Idol," 2012, an asparagus dish, a kiln brick, the figure of a lamb crowned with a broken eggshell and a rosebud glazed in 24-karat gold.
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You also notice the slightly dreamy, dissociated atmosphere he conjures, even in familiar scenes of surveillance and investigation or military training, and his occasionally eccentric choices, like a chaotic capture filmed from a great distance, or a sudden shot in which Charlie's eye stares out from inside the gasping mouth of a man she's having sex with.
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The narration jumps back and forth between Roberta's dissociated days at university, where she teaches herself to cook and ends up dating a lecturer many years her senior, and the present day, where she and Stevie — quickly falling into an intense, exhilarating, consuming friendship — decide to start a secret society for hungry women that they call Supper Club.
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But the way the music in Party Monster does this—constantly shoving us from one scene to the next, barely giving us time to process what's happening—perfectly captures the manic pace of club and drug culture; that feeling of coming up hard and then spending the next few hours in a boiling hot, dissociated haze where you're being dragged from club to cab, from party to cold, neon city street.
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You can choose to be unnerved by Dern's rhetorical sleight-of-hand if you want, but in the end she is, like all the great ones, simply a child of her age, and her age is one in which an American president has made it clear that even the simplest facts are now up for grabs and all words can be whimsically dissociated from their meaning whenever that meaning doesn't suit our needs.
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